世界末日快來吧

Our final exam was end today.
Tsin-wei and I went to join moto-test(考駕照=v=|) ,and then saw The Warloads.

When we got to the station to sign up, we found it was too early. So we went to Tsin-wei's junior high to call on her teacher.

As soon as we got into her teacher's office, Tsin-wei played a trict with her teacher. She was too surprised to see Tsin-wei.(But that was in our expectation; as we are third grade student.)

She first asked Tsin-wei "how grade you got?"(你考幾級分?)
Tsin-wei got not well(and nor did I), so she answered "Not very well."
She said "Did you got 55?" Tsin-wei said "No."

And then they said some of Tsin-wei's classmate, some of them studied very well and got good grade. Her teacher also worried about her because Tsin-wei should't be too awful as she is now. She encouraged Tsin-wei and told her some tips.

When we went out of the school, Tsin-wei thought "Did she got a correct choice to go to TNGS but not Degunag?"

She thought maybe she would got good grades, but she couldn't thought and discuss a lot of things like news, politics ...and so on with classmate.And we also learned a lot in clubs, activities...I was agreed with her then.

But when I went home I thought I was wrong. I thought that maybe the students there had more internatinoal perspective than us and they also had a lot of activities as we did.

I think "What have I Found For since I Went into High School?"

I wnet to church and joined a group.
I went to NCKU to got chemical class in a whole year.
I went to Dwen-An to learn how to be a leader.

I usually thought I needed to learn how to comtemplate and to find my interest and characteristic. I always believed that I was intelligent in groups and I had ability to lead everyone. I thought I learned how to criticize and saw a more large world. I read a lot and watched a lot of movies. Sometimes I felt despair and foolish when I got bad grades again and again.

But something flashed into my mind. No matter what I wanted for, I finally needed to face the future. To get good grade is always the important things in my life now.

I don't know who told me that study is not the only, but IT ACTUALLY IS THE ONLY.

But all of it is TOO LATE.

I didn't do well at first so that I losed my cofidence. And I know it is excuses to said it now, but I actually losed passion to study hard. I waste too much time to chase some meanless things.

Who can help me...?

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And I didn't pass the test again.

I passed the straight finally. But when I stopped in front of the traffic light in red, my foot stepped the line. And I losed again=v=

Tsin-wei said "It just a time for me to prevent the earth from getting warm."

haha how great I am~ XDDDDD
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The impression of the movie

It was a story about relation of three men.

It told about war, poverty, betrayal and trust, power...

The attribute of the main roles were complicated. And I realize that to have too strong ambition is no help to people I concerned.

We didn't know what 青雲 finally wanted, did he want to help THE PEOPLE? Or he just wanted to have power.

The war and greed are terrible. And the true love between human beings is the most important things I wanted to defand.

(But I thought that maybe the director wanted to enhance charm of the character, so he let 青雲 have a heart to love the peoeple ,and use brother's love to cover 二虎and午陽's slavish.)

Most of people said it is worth to watching. But I think I got more definite that when you are in which seat you will be what kind of man, it made me more despair. (換個位置換個腦袋...宿命論!)



And we went to cram school to SUFFER FROM Probability.XDDDD
(受到機率統計的荼毒Orz)



That's all.

所有奇怪的英文(後面有附註中文的)都是我自己亂寫的!


交響情人夢sp出來囉!
http://blog.xuite.net/jackey19800326.0/XD
(要用小狐狸!)

剩下幾天要學測了
我會好好寫題目練就一身金剛猜題之身
然後調整心情努力指考

若很幸運的考好的話可能會想填填看軍校的心理系或政治系
換言之我想放棄學校推薦了(姐~你看不到~有馬賽克!)
因為怎麼想都不可能一邊讀一邊自修法律 所以覺得沒前途XD
就是這樣目前的未來!

然後姐我有看到你的網誌了
加油吧!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
有"想法和目標"是我一生難求的事!
如果不忙的話記得回來投公投
(我們班的一直在宣傳XD 因為大家覺得如果公投不投的話 台灣的民主大概沒望了吧)

恩~